Dr. Anshu Agrawal
MBBS DNB

  • Consultant Obstetrics And Gynecology
  • Laparoscopic Surgeon And Infertility Specialist
  • Fogsi Certified Gynae Endoscopic Training Course
  • Advanced Diploma In Art And Reproductive Medicine

On the screen, in high definition and vibrant color, was one giant beefy paw with cheerfully bright nail polish. It was my giant beefy paw. And I didn’t like it one bit.

How could I have believed that a coat of polish would make my large, chubby hands appear less manly? My palms looked so wide. My fingers were thick. And the lines — so many lines everywhere. There were creases on the backs of my hands, creases on my knuckles, creases on my palms. What was happening to me?

In my mind, I remembered hands — other people’s hands — as being perfectly smooth, lineless, flawless, artistic arrangements of elegant fingers and slender palms. My hands were the exact opposite of the hands in my mind’s eye. They weren’t hands; they were anti-hands.